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Saturday, March 12, 2005
9:20AM
Okay, so my younger brother starts bugging out because my dad was nice enough to offer us new shoes. See, my shoes are torn and worn down, but I Can still use them. Until the heal actually comes off and such i'm going to wear it. My little brother on the other hand can't stand if there is even a small hole in the shoe. He demands new ones, so when my dad said the shoes would be from target my little brother went into hysterics, saying how Target shoes suck.. and won't go into detail as to why.
See, this is what bothers me. They are just shoes. They sit on your feet, keep them warm, protect them, and all this neat stuff , and people buy th emost expensive, ugliest kind they can and /never/ try and get them dirty. People, they're shoes. If you don't want your $200 Jackass AIRs to get a spec of dirt on them then don't buy them. Simple enough. The same goes for all these clothes brands and gadgets and what not. If you don't want your iPod broken then don't take it in a huge crowd that you know people will be running into others in. You're just asking for someone to take your pathetic music device and step on it while you're pushed down because you're not paying attention to where you are walking.
A shoe is a shoe to me. A car is a car to me. Doesn't have to be the prettiest, most expensive thing in the world, but if it gets me from Point A to Point B without trouble than hey! We've got a match made in heaven here. If you don't like the fact material possessions don't mean anything to me than I guess you shouldn't have read all this, now should you?
Current mood:  annoyed Current music: Beach Boys - Island Girl
Wednesday, March 2, 2005
8:48PM
Why do I SUCK so much?...
Friday, January 21, 2005
I don't like this journal..
Anyway.
I'm probably grounded. Sorry. Adios.
Current mood:  cold
Tuesday, January 18, 2005
... Wow.
Current mood:  anxious Current music: The 'It's not unusual to be loved by anyone.." Tom Jones one
Friday, December 3, 2004
4:13PM
[*] Alice [Lost in WonderLand] asks you to join his / her company. To accept the request, type `join and press . To decline, type `decline and press
[ moonlight[goddess of ice and the moon] whispers, "raven wolf alt can i get a job here" to you. ]
[ mario man's world 1231231 whispers, "becuz nobody is coming" to you. ]
[ mario man's world 1231231 whispers, "opps wrong person" to you. ]
[*] Alice [Lost in WonderLand] asks you to join his / her company. To accept the request, type `join and press . To decline, type `decline and press
[*] Alice [Lost in WonderLand] asks you to join his / her company. To accept the request, type `join and press . To decline, type `decline and press
[ Find Your True Love whispers, "you just ran off while I was trying to show you something" to you. ]
[ wolenis whispers, "fairy hi" to you. ]
[*] Alice [Lost in WonderLand] asks you to join his / her company. To accept the request, type `join and press . To decline, type `decline and press
[ You whisper "Oh my god. The fucking miswhispers." to Angelo. ]
* You decline the request from Alice [Lost in WonderLand].
[ Angelo whispers, "Angelo pets. "I get a few of them on Draco." to you. ]
[ You whisper "I get them everyday on Midnight, but this bunch is jsut.." to Angelo. ]
[ You whisper "just*" to Angelo. ]
[ Alice [Lost in WonderLand] whispers, "Fairy hi" to you. ]
[ Angelo whispers, "Angelo nods." to you. ]
[ Angelo whispers, "You can always invert your Furnarchy whisper list..." to you. ]
[ Angelo whispers, "Only allow people who are on the list to whisper you. Everyone else gets ignored." to you. ]
[ You whisper "I know, but Furnarchy is being the biggest pain for me. :/" to Angelo. ]
[ Angelo whispers, "Why so?" to you. ]
[*] Alice [Lost in WonderLand] asks you to join his / her company. To accept the request, type `join and press . To decline, type `decline and press
[ You whisper "It's not allowing me to have any skins, thus it becomes 'invisible, like a ninja.'." to Angelo. ]
[ You whisper "LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE. YOU HAVE THE WRONG PERSON." to Alice [Lost in WonderLand]. ]
[ Angelo whispers, "x_O" to you. ]
[ Alice [Lost in WonderLand] whispers, "I know it WON'T LEY ME SUMMON MY FRIEND GOD" to you. ]
[ You whisper "TYPE THEIR WHOLE FUCKING NAME YOU GOD DAMN MORON." to Alice [Lost in WonderLand]. ]
[ Alice [Lost in WonderLand] whispers, "I HAVE SO JUST TAKE A FUCKING CHILL PILL" to you. ]
[ You whisper "GOOD NOW LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE." to Alice [Lost in WonderLand]. ]
... GOD DAMN. The only person with an excuse to whisper me is ANGELO. All the others.. FUCKING CHRIST. I never get that many people on Midnight, maybe throughout the day, but not in under FIVE MINUTES. >_
Current mood: annoyed
Monday, November 29, 2004
I am one, big time.
My day starts off pretty shitty in the first place. I wake up at seven o'eight instead of the usual six, wait ten minutes for my brother to get his ass out of the bathroom so I can take a shower, and do so. When getting out of the shower and putting my clean clothes on, a bath rag smacks onto my clothes and it looks like my tits spurted milk all the way down to my crotch. Aside from that, it was a WHITE t-shirt. So I put my dirty clothes back on, throw the wet ones in the dryer, and sit down on my brother's bed. I felt groggy, even after the shower. Right after I sit down, my little brother slams his fat fuck fists on the door and I open it. He forgot his -belt-. HMM. So he gets it, I remind him to take his fucking key, and he thanks me for reminding him. ( Shockingly enough, I was scared. )
I sit back down on my brother's bed ( I'll say this now, and we'll drop it: I don't have a bedroom. I sleep on a couch in the front room ) and ACCI-FUCKING-DENTALLY FALL ASLEEP. I wake up a few hours later when my older BROTHER comes home. I look at the clock and then realize he's missing a class, and then think to myself that he's seen me, and he'll rat me out, but because I saw him I can somehow compromise with him. After about an hour he leaves with his friend to go back to school, I throw on my dry clothes and decide to just stay home the rest of the day.
At three o'eight I went outside, walked halfway to school, and walked back, because when I walk home my brother sees me, and he saw me walk home. I get home and he storms in 'HOW THE FUCK DID YOU GET HOME SO FAST' , so I reply 'It was cold and I didn't want to fucking stay out long.' and we fight blah blah. I tell him to feed HIS cat and he goes to the bathroom. He comes out, and I say it again, and he's like 'Why couldn't you feed it while I was taking a shit?'. One, I told him to feed it BEFORE he took a shit, and two, IT'S NOT MY CAT. I ended up feeding it anyway, and then I ended up feeding my older brother's dog.
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I had to go before I could finish this. I'll finish it when I get back.
Current mood: pissed off
Sunday, November 28, 2004
Idiots live?
I check out the forums and see now that I have three hate threads against me, one by Kizzie, and two by Chris. Two of which are deleted. One of which i'm posting now.
Don't you hate it when you lose a alt you liked a lot, and it had digos on it? I know I do.
Finch cannot be trusted and I'm saying this to everyone who is her friend, hate me, I don't care I have a reason to hate her. First off we use to be pretty good friends and tell each other stuff until I suddenly "copied" her. The real story is that she got into a fight with Crecent and Crecent told me and that made me mad because Finch had no right to say and do what she did. So I jumped in and defended my /friend/. Finch didn't like it so we got into an argument. Of course Finch didn't have anything on me so she did her speciality. She whined to the Guardians to get the name back she gave me. Kar. She got what she wanted and took it. I hope she's fucking happy because what she did was wrong. She calls herself one of the original alt-traders and bitches whenever someone breaks the rules when she broke them. When Kar logged on I asked who it was, they told me and I asked how they got the password and they told me Finch gave it to them. Hope you're happy Finch, you're not a true honest person. You're a cheating whore who will do anything to get whatever you want.
Merry Christmas everyone.
(also, Toushin had no right to delete my thread. It's not a hate-message. It's explaining the truth and how the ethics of "alt-trading" isn't exactly true and people do mess with it: to get a alt people will lie, cheat and scam)
This girl has stolen digos, names, art, and identities. So where in the world does she have room to talk? She's a grade A ass-kisser when it comes to getting things she wants, or getting protection. She'll lick shit off your boots if you tell someone to piss off, I swear.
I didn't STEAL Kar. No, she was the idiot who didn't change the password -or- the e-mail. It's not my fault she put a port space on it. It is still my name, even if Ankh has possession of it now. If I created it, it's mine. Hence why those who are beekins with names are created screw my chances for trying to be one.
CSI War: I didn't whine to the guardians about Kar. I whined to them about how you and your dumb ass friends keep harassing me. ( Aka FERO )
CSI War: So, get your facts straight. I don't celebrate christmas either, dumbass.
spiney 0505: Wasn't wishing you one, babe.
spiney 0505: Why don't you go away.
CSI War: Like I said, get them straight. You can't even be a stereotypical ass-kisser correctly. You're just such a reject. ;/
spiney 0505: Oh sure Ally.
CSI War: Hope you have fun trying to get sympathy from people by telling lies.
I show Toushin this on AIM and i'll post what happened later. I have to run.
Current mood:  amused
Saturday, November 27, 2004
Holy shit.
Chris, you're now legally retarded for trying to get people's sympathy. That's like shooting several people in the back of the head because they called you a skanky tranny, and pleading innocent with blood all over your clothes, which just so happens to be theirs. No one is that stupid.
Current mood: amused Current music: Rolling Stones - Sympathy for the Devil
Thursday, November 25, 2004
Chris is a direct descendent of Ferocity and Crecent.
LOLZLZOLZLZOZLOZLZOLZL.
God I hate them.
Current mood: amused Current music: Some song with 'pressure' in it.
I think i'm going deaf.
The name Ecstasy isn't for sale or trade.. That killed me today.
Thanksgiving was pretty cool, actually decent being near family.. But my allergies are killing me.
I want to sleep but I don't want to miss CSI..
What the hell am I to do? :/
Current mood: groggy Current music: Blink 182 - Phantom of the Opera
Monday, November 22, 2004
8:52PM
Sometimes I just want to smack someone related to me upside the face with brass knuckles.
I mean, come on. I ask for two things. TWO things. I don't ask for a warm bed, nor do I ask for FOOD. None of that shit I even care about. TWO things i'd LIKE to do when I come home from some piece of shit school in which i'm wasting the good years of my life in. I'd like ONE hour, maybe one HALF hour online. SOMETIMES I JUST DON'T CARE TO GET ON. And TWO or THREE good hours of CSI. IS THAT SO HARD TO ASK? I guess so. My brothers don't even respect the fact I haven't been on more than an HOUR lately each DAY. You know how upsetting it is to come home, get thirty minutes online, go watch CSI for two hours and when i'd LIKE to get back online I get told to fuck myself, and that I had all ready had my needed amount? I have no one to help stick up for me, not even at school. So i've learned to depend on MYSELF.
I've stayed up, thought, daydreamed my purpose here. We all live to die. We work like dogs in school to get an education that will determine who we are for the rest of our life. Shouldn't we be able to decide what we can do? I don't do my work in school. I'm not fucking stupid, i'm not lazy, I just find it annoying to follow a protocol. "Listen to me lecture, take notes, do homework, quizzes, and work I don't explain, turn it in to me and let me lose it." I swear that's what teachers actually say.
I know it's teen angst, but god. Has anyone else ever felt that they do all this just to be judged and placed into some strange category for the rest of their life? I swear, sometimes when i'm awake at night i'll imagine nothing is real, that everything is really a dream and if I fall asleep i'll never wake up. I welcome death, for one, what's the point of fearing it? It's impossible to avoid, so I think i'll just give it a warm embrace and go on.
When pulling a pizza out of the oven, not five minutes ago from writing this bit, it fell apart. One piece had broken off for some reason, making it 1/4 of the pizza. I just sat admiring it. I guess it's symbolic, but this also means I don't have to cut it off the delicious italian food with a pizza cutter, that I end up screwing up everytime I use it. Myeh.
Current mood:  blank Current music: Hooverphonic - Inhaler
God. I wish I didn't.
[ Jenifyer whispers, "Remember me? I stole you a while back" to you. ]
[ You whisper "Mm." to Jenifyer. ]
[ Jenifyer whispers, "Or was this alt sold to you" to you. ]
[ You whisper "The person you so-called "stole" would never give this name away to anyone." to Jenifyer. ]
[ Jenifyer whispers, "Then who is this?" to you. ]
[ You whisper "Take a wild guess." to Jenifyer. ]
[ Jenifyer whispers, "A nobody" to you. ]
[ You whisper "Wrong." to Jenifyer. ]
[ Jenifyer whispers, "No shit." to you. ]
[ Jenifyer whispers, "Your obviously not the original Boo" to you. ]
[ You whisper "Lmfao. I am, dumbass. I told you, the person you so-called 'stole' would never give up Boo to ANYONE." to Jenifyer. ]
[ You whisper "So unless you're an illiterate fuck, I suggest you assume things about someone else." to Jenifyer. ]
[ Jenifyer whispers, "Really..wow, it's pretty sad to see how you can't remember who inb the fucking hell I am. I stole you in Glade a few months back, so don't get pissy about I'm just fucking saying." to you. ]
[ You whisper "I'm Finch you dumbass. OF COURSE I KNOW WHO THE FUCK YOU ARE." to Jenifyer. ]
[ Jenifyer whispers, "No, really, but I fucking ass stole you and mabye if you gave people a fucking second ass chance, I
[ You whisper "Go fuck yourself. I don't care who the hell you stole. You're an obnoxious dumb fuck who I can not STAND. Get over the fact I dislike you and don't fucking care to talk to you for MY own personal reasons. " to Jenifyer. ]
[ Jenifyer whispers, "That's pretty god damn sad, wow, and how old are we now? You're ganna fucking fail life if you keep judging people by their fucking outside..too bad you couldn't get to know me better, cuz we used to be close until you became a dumbas" to you. ]
[ Jenifyer whispers, "..s" to you. ]
[ You whisper "I can hate whoever the fuck I want. Jesus fucking christ. I'm FIFTEEN and we have NEVER been close. So please, get a fucking life and get over the fact that people actually DO dislike you because of how stupid you are. I'd appreciate it if you just stopped whispering me on this name, or any other name, because when you type me messages I lose braincells, and I like my IQ the way it is. (:" to Jenifyer. ]
[ Jenifyer whispers, "Now..if you don't mind I'll put you on ignore now unless you want to accept my friendship I'm willing to give you..if not, fine, get over yourself and good luck with everything in life" to you. ]
[ Jenifyer whispers, "And yes, we have, and I just turned 13, wow, sad sad" to you. ]
[ Jenifyer whispers, "lata" to you. ]
How retarded can you get? I fucking HATE this chick. Ask any one of my friends on Furc! Whenever I see her I fucking nag at how stupid she is, how much of a WHORE she is, and how much I hate her. So someone, please give this girl a reality check before I do.
Oh yeah, last she told me she was like what, sixteen, seventeen? NOW SHE'S THIRTEEN!? Holy SHIT. Is time going backwards?
Current mood: aggravated Current music: Crazytown - Butterfly
Friday, November 19, 2004
I'm at home right now because my clothes were caked in mud. My friends thought it'd be a neat, little idea to ram Allysa and see what happens. Reactions are great, heh. I fell and they all got scared. My hands, legs, back, head, etc. was in the mud. Katy and her friend got so scared because they didn't mean to push me in the mud, but rather shove me and not let me fall in. Fuck that. I didn't get mad, I came home. I got to shower and do laundry. Yay.
Current mood: annoyed
Tuesday, November 16, 2004
Oh no. The Wiggles.
My friend and I mock them so much. Damron and I both sing their fruit salad song at lunch. Who the FUCK makes a song about FRUIT SALAD? Man, they are pretty fucked up.
:does an irish jig to their theme song:
Current mood:  dorky Current music: The Wiggles Theme
Monday, November 15, 2004
8:35PM
I fell asleep twenty minutes before the first CSI on Spike TV came on. My dad woke me up five minutes into the show. So, I was cranky and whiney like Sara because she didn't get enough sleep. Go figure. Anyway, I watch both CSI's and get on Furcadia and I have to re-download the shittiest dream in history ( The Glade of the Wolf. ), so I complain. Atleast three or four people bitch at me, two being Mychelle and Crecent. So I nag awhile and narrow it down to just them. A few other people jump in, we bicker, and back it goes to Mych and Crec. God, I hate them both. Fero might have some competition.
Anyway. I went to that dream for friends. Funny thing is.. No, I won't even say it. It's too mean. (;
So, I was asking a friend if he wanted any of my names to babysit.. Why can't someone just answer that question without asking questions right back? Do I just have to up and disappear and never come back for that question to sink into people? Christ.
Current mood: annoyed Current music: Songs that may effect my future..
10:13AM
Which Wolf's Rain Character are you?
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And when my little buddy dies I CRY LIKE A LITTLE BABY. ):
You are Sanji!
You are cool.. Everything about you is cool..your
hair for one. And you are ..pretty cute...heck,
handsome even. Oh , and you adore food. In any
shape, size, and taste. Kicking is by far, your
choice of attacking someone, as a kick , in the
right place would render your enemy(or friend)
immobile. Your weakness , is the opposite sex
though..heh. one look, and you will do anything
for them.
Which One Piece character are you?
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I do kick things a lot.
You're Grissiom. You're intensivly private, but are
more obvious than you appear to be.
Which CSI are you?
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That's right, fuckers. <3<3
| You scored as Wrath. \n\rWrath | | 94% | Lust | | 81% | Sloth | | 69% | Envy | | 69% | Gluttony | | 62% | Pride | | 38% | Greed | | 38% | </td>
Seven deadly sins
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Come on now..
Have I ever mentioned how much I love CSI? The community on LJ I recently joined is fucking awesome.
P.s. I stayed home sick today.
P.s.s. Get me the CSI soundtrack and I love you long time. -- And a shirt. ): |
Current mood: blank Current music: Abunchofsongsfromthecsisoundtrack.
Sunday, November 14, 2004
I was looking through my oldest LiveJournal and noticed that someone I had a relationship came back. I read over his journal and found he had mentioned how he really hated the person he was with a long time ago.. I'm not sure if that's me, but it really dampens my mood more.. I feel like shooting something and talking to him. Although, I last talked to him about two.. three years ago? It amazes me sometimes. He even claims to have a 'fiance'. Last I checked he was the same age as me. :twitches: So he's fifteen and engaged? Is it me or does anyone think he lied about his age? :convulses:
Current mood: cold
Saturday, November 13, 2004
For the love of humanity ( Despite the fact I fucking HATE humanity ) someone please save the youth of today before they think, and are taught, that two plus two equals twenty-two. By doing so, you not only save my future, but your own.
I think i'm going to vomit.
P.S. I need money.
Current mood: Sick, tired, and stressed. Current music: The Matrix songs. I fucking HATE the Matrix.
I'm really sick right now.. I can barely move and I have a fever, and my throat is so dry. I can hardly breathe, too..
I had a dream last night, actually. I think my fever caused it, but it was a good dream. I got to work as a CSI with the cast of CSI.. Sara didn't like me too much because I clung to Grissom like a fly on a fly trap. Cath was cool, so was Warrick.. But Nick was barely around. Greg was in the field, so I was really okay. I worked a case near my school and my house. Actually, I think i'm getting over my fear of the dark because of the show. I'm not obsessed, just really devoted to my dream job..
Current mood: sick Current music: The Who - Who are you.
Thursday, November 11, 2004
What the fuck did I do this time?
For some reason i'm REALLY short on patience lately. I'm not sure what the hell is wrong but all I know is if someone pisses me off, more than I am, i'm taking it on them. :twitch:
Current mood: annoyed Current music: Rolling Stones - Sympathy for the Devil
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